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In a broad perspective, I am pretty sure the upcoming week won't really matter a lot. It is just that I don't really know what exactly I am trying to do with my life. Or what exactly do I want. These are such chaotic times and it just makes me roll up into a ball and do nothing. And nothing is exactly what I do(sadly).

When I think about the things that are making me worked up(upcoming midterms and an all day exam on Sunday) and the reason why I am so worked up(unprepared), I have no one but me to blame. And it is a repeated process. Every exam I promise myself not to repeat the same mistakes and come the next exam, I am rolling on the floor with figurative agony.